Rustic Way of Living

Living in a millenuim century means lots of things being advance, from technology, gadgets, foods, transporation and so on. We need to go along the way because if we may not do it, we lose so many oppurtunities that might come along with. It brings us advantages to help us make things better and in more things to become organize. But just like any other things, it might also brings us disfavor of doing things naturally.

Are you being exhausted of seeing tons of beautiful and high tech buildings in the cities?, and being worn out of jaunting unto places that surrounds of different varieties of expensive and more modern way of living?. And wishing of something nature way of relaxing and going home with a feeling of being out in the cities and feel the fresh air surrounds with rustic furniture, and yet you don't even want to escape the reality of being a modern way of living? Well, worry free because all you need to do is bring home all those stuffs that can make you feel more natural ways of living.

Make all things that can make you feel better after all we all deserve to have a better life of living. If you feel you want to rustic once in your life, make one of your particular place inside your home a rustic way to live. Design them all with stuffs that will bring your more into natural way of living, a kind of living away from the toxic of modern life.

When Laughter Means Sadness

I have known to have always been a happy person, a jolly one without no limits of laugher and no room for sadness. I have always been a strong lady who believes I can carry things out through my firm decsions and ability to decide on my own. I always want to be a perfect person to those few who really knew that I am perfect because they can love me and accept the real me inside and out.  

I can still remember when was the last time I had cried bucket times, had my sleepness nights and needing someone's arm to comfort me until I finally felt true satisfactions that I really ought to have, and thanks for doing it so.Because I am just a human created by God and sometimes I feel weak, I feel hopeless, I feel down, I really need someone to be at my side, who can turns back all the sadness into laugher in return, you guys never fail to do that. I do weary of making people happy, just for once can you just please do make me happy instead. If I said I missed you, would you be there for me until those misses worned out by the warmth of your embraces? If I said I want space, would you dare to give me freedom to find myself alone and finally realize that I am worth person to live dependently?

I really miss your company, I really miss hanging out with you, all of you. I might smilling often times, but deep inside, I really wish I could turn back time and make things really worthy for all of us. How I wish I could show more the real me and show how much you guys mean to me, back then I should have told you everyday that ILOVEYOU!!!! We can never be completed again, we might lose our beloved one physically but HE will never be lost mentally and emotionally. I know in God's time we will have those precious times together and cheers each other's hand up high. I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!!

GT: The Constantine

I got a hard time taking all those stocked movies inside my brain, blame it on for the topic today (hihihi) - a movie to share with your enemies.

Well, aside from the fact that I would not go watching movie with those poeple who am sure they don't want me to hang up too. Is the fact that I don't even have enemies now, hihihi!!! I am just a loving person who doesn't want to have fights and living my life complicated. But for the sake of Girls talk and to Ms. K, I would highly recommend "THE CONSTANTINE" led by Keanu Reeves. And I can guarantee that if you like horror, suspense and/or fantasy you will love this movie! Keanu Reeves plays a very cool Constantine, who is a modern-day exorcist but most certainly not to be confused with a priest, as he has his issues and a burden of sins from his past that he carries with him.

This is a battle between good and evil, as we all know that GOODness will ALWAYS RULE along the way!!!

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UNTITLED

Sorry but I can't find strong words to describe this post that is why I have decided to mark it "Untitled", so yeah!! this post was untitled.

This is my personal stand pertaining Hostage Taking scenario yesterday where all over the world roars alongside to the crime scene. First, who was this Senior Inspector Rolando Mendoza in our country that leads him to do such vicious crime? Well just a short information, he was claimed as "Reynaldo" by the PNP wherein he was one of the high-ranking commissioned police officer who joined the force in 1981. He has been awarded as one of the Ten Outstanding Policemen of the Philippines on 1986. A good father, brother husband according to his family. Year 2008 Mendoza found guilty of grave misconduct for allegedly extorting P20,000 from Christian Kalaw, a chef of the Mandarin Hotel, Manila. Mendoza forced Kalaw of being a drug user by forcing him to swallow shabu. Then that extortion leads unto hostage crime scene.

Now, after a damn hours of negotiation, nothing happens both parties suffered on things that they were both unwanted to occur. But then again, lives were kiled and justice are yet undone. This wouldn't been happened if only:

MEDIATORS: including Office of the Ombudsman and the rest of the peacemakers. Hostage takers can't think suitably all the time, they are all misleading, pathetic, depressed, they are confused even crazy. If only you have given the right treatment and or response to Mendoza, he wouldn't been trigger to blow his very first shot. Then after that when things and all minds are in proper situation, then that's the time to make the best reprimand on it. Hindi yung matapang pa sa hostage taker, nag matigas pa, sinalubong pa ang galit!!!

MEDIA MEN: I know that you are "WORKING HARD" to deliver us the best coverage as ever, but please....please am begging all of you, know all your limitations. This is a matter of putting yourself within the situation and not only merely reporting what's best angle, best photos etc. Mendoza triggers his blowing shot when you directly covers his brother when the policemen together with the rest of the family are trying seize the gun carried by his brother.

MENDOZA FAMILY itself: most especially to SPO2 Gregorio Mendoza (brother of Reynaldo) policemen are trying their best to save all of the hostage including your brother. But what you did was a big s**t. Your brother loves you so much, you  have acted like you are being assaulted, over react SPO2. You are such a child crying out loud because your toy gun was confiscated by your father. I trully understand mediators on this part, they have to seize your gun inside you beause it will triggers another crime scene and they are just avoiding any serious mistakes that's all, nothing personal. You should have been an effective mediator but you reacted too much.

PRESIDENT: I heard nothing on you while the hostage is on, I will give credit to former PGMA on this part. You should have think fast and decide firm.

To REYNALDO MENDOZA itself: You are merely thinking for the future of your family, but you have come up with the wrong decision and done nothing at all. Your family is crying inside and out of what happened, they are now suffering on your way for their bright future. May you rest in peace.

ETCHUSERAS: these are the poeple who are fun of making gossips and looking aorund after the crime scene, YOU ARE NOT HELPING AT ALL. haiz pinoy nga talaga!!!. what if there was a man who still can survive on that minute but the rescuers can't move on because you are blocking their way? come to think of it.

PS: again this is just my personal stand, personal feelings and opinion based on what I have seen (thanks to Media men, lolz). I am not perfect at all, to do those things that should have done and should have not done. But correct planning and wise thinking is the best thing to do. More training to the caddette (etse) SWAT including policemen.

Good luck to all of us!! Still am proud to be Pinoy!! (nyahaha)

To Care or Not to Care

I just want to share this wrath and at the same time pity feeling towards street people. Yesterday upon taking a cruel road in Taft Avenue going home from a Caloocan, we have encountered scenario that even in my dreams I will not let it to happen.

We're on the road riding a jeep occupaying the second last seat back away from the driver seat, when an anonymous immediately sat on and took the seat in the middle of a guy (who's seating on the last back seat of the jeep) and fiances' seat. She was indeed a dirty woman with so many trashes inside her bag, her skin was so dull and hair was so poor. Just to avoid his passengers to be affrightened, he directly pointed out the old lady and shouted out with strong anger. "Bumaba ka nga baliw ka!! baba!!" (step down, you crazy lady step down). The old lady refused to go down and still do nothing, she still ignores what was he driver insisted her to do. She only went down on the jeep when the driver assumed himself to go with her and push her away from us - passengers. While going down, she was nagging out loud as if anything and any moment she will be on her boling points. I was so afraid of she might be hurting us, she was seating beside fiance' and any time she can do anything bad on us.

When she finally went down, a guy seating on the last portion of the jeep immediately stare at the old dirty lady and to every body's surprise the guy spited out by the crazy old lady, yarks!! Dirty saliva in his face wiii!!

Crazy people will remain being crazy until they will not given the right treatment and cure, ^-^ i just hope I will not ever encounter that poor old lady again, my prayers for her. Now am wondering, does they really deserves to be taking cared of or not.

First Time in Caloocan

It was a totally tiring weekend for me, from Cavite we went straight to Caloocan City to visit Popoy's Tita who has been sick for a month ago. Together with his family, we traveled far and commuted along way out to become part of the family event. I don't have any pictures to share, because I thought of something very emotional on thier part and doesn't even want to become dweeb on their eyes, of taking pictures while their Tita was dying on the hospital, yiy. Good thing my ashma doesn't even want to ruin my whole day long, she has been on her good mood the whole travel, or else I will be the one being visited in the hospital instead.

Though exhausted, I still had a lot of reason to smile at all. First, am with my fiance' and second I spent another moment with my inLaws (soon) hihihi.

GT: The Wayans' Brothers

The Movie White Chicks (2004) was the only movie were my siblings crazily enjoyed a lot. Starring the real life brothers Marlon and Shawn Wayans who were an FBI agents Kevin Copeland (Shawn Wayans) and Marcus Copeland (Marlon Wayans) fall in disgrace in the agency. They decide to swap their bad position with his superior Section Chief Elliott Gordon (Frankie Faison) working undercover in an abduction case, disguised in the two spoiled white daughters of a tycoon, Brittany and Tiffany Wilson, getting in hilarious situations.

I love the silly and funny taglines that both brothers delivered in this movie. Well, aside from the fact that is the first movie we had enjoyed this is also the first time comedy movie we have shared inside the house. But the experienced was totaly satifying and highly recommended for days when you are down and trouble.

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The Power of Prayers

I would like to thank you all my dear bloggers for lifting up my spirit during those times that I really needed enough source to be strength. Your prayers are indeed the best sword for my nephew Jake, He made me cry again for gladness. He was discharged from the hospital yesterday since his doctor addressed that Jake can do the rest of the treatment outside the hospital and do the self healing process. There were still internal parts of his body were affected by the dengue virus, but still the doctor secured to us that it was just a minor case if Jake follows all the prescribed medication. And knowing that my Jake is a brave and good boy, he will surely make all the healing process perfect of course with the help of God.

God does nothing except in response to those person who trully prayed sincerely with faith, so I must say that I am an answered prayer.

PS: domoharigato gozaimasu to the Midnight Driver and Co. (especially, Jhakie, Christian (thanks for the wonderful post, twas a bit corny but I really appreciate it, and tehng) Sabi ko naman sa inyo eh, tanggapin nyo na ang application kung magin manager!!! hihihi (winks at you all)

Begging for Prayers

I am very emotional when it comes to my family, especially with my two little angels (my two nephews). Just this friday, one of them made me cry out loud again. I received a text message from my sister that her son Jake2x was diagnosed of having a stage 3 dengue, OMG!!  I immediately filed my undertime and went straight to the hospital to see Jake2x. My tears kept flowing on my cheeks while rushing myself out, my sister reminded me of not crying in front of her son to avoid any stress on him. I was in the elavator when I felt that my hands are shaking and then again tears started to fell down. I stayed for about 10-15 minutes outside the room trying to be calm. When I finally entered the room, the diagnosed Jake2x smiled at me widely, that's the time I got cried again, "God please help him" I just said, "He can't take another illness, it was too painful for him" I added. FYI, Jake2x had his major operation as early as 5 years old, due to esophagus issues and he had been through a lot of hospitalization, didn't enjoy his childhood of playing outside with friends, doesn't even enjoy the happiness of eating chocolates and candies. And now he got another illness, I can't help but to really cry over and over again, I love him so much and how I wish I could take every pain away from him, Of I should be the one instead of him.

He is still the hospital, but still his platelets is under observation due to its low counts, the normal platelets count is 300+ but he got 54 counts only. But Jake2x is such a brave sweet little kid, everytime he had his shot while my heart is bleeding he gives me a sweet smile as if he was saying "I fine Tita, nothing to worry". I am begging for more prayers bloggers, that's the best thing I can hold on that still God has His own reasons for everything, and also to my dear sister, I know that beyond any body else she is the one more suffering.

Nightmare

I am not having any good sleep this past weeks, and it is because of a nightmare (scary right!) Yes, I am now afraid of sleeping alone in my room. And that's the reason why my mom seems do not want to agree on my married issue because of this (hihihi). But I swear I am having a hard time dealing with them. I do not even want to considered this of something like giving me a bad premonitions at all, because defenitely I won't give them a damn serious worth at all.

Imagine, I been dreaming of a guy who deeply starring at me and pleading me to talk him his face is too scary with a bit uncleared because of the scars that covers almost haft of his face. But his face is still fresh on my mind and can't even regret to remember it every minute, I woke up in the middle of the night and or sleep to my parents room and stop pretending that I can handle my night mare the whole day. I only feel satisfied when my mom's skin touches mine, but that's a very unstable condition for me and I hate it to the tenth power.

I do pray, (promise!!) but I can't resist of getting daunted by that man, I need advise before bringing things unto serious matter of consulting a psychiatric advise (yiiii)

GT: One More Chance ^-^

The never ending Popoy (John Lloyd Cruz) and Basha (Bea Alonzo) charming love story, Popoy and Basha have been together forever. By the way, if you are Pinoy am sure you would agree to me that this is a very inspiring movie to share with your boyfriends.

Their love story started when they met as students in a university. Popoy was taking up Engineering while Basha was a freshman in Architecture. They have been inseparable ever since—they did everything together: eating, studying and/or attending parties. Their families loved them, they shared friends, they eventually worked in the same firm and their life plans revolved around each other.

 

What I love about this movie is, the reality that lovers can be on their toughest moments and hurt each other's pride because of different individualities. But truly love moves in its mysterious ways that it can lead two people back in each arms and ready to compromise again, awww!!! hihihi

 

ow!! one more thing, I love this lines: You had me at my best, and she had me at my worst!!! hihihi

 

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I hate HTML :-(

But I love how they work, I have seen so many pages with a little bit worked with their hands and am super duper envous with them. And I know it has something to do with HTMLs, and I hate the fact that I don't even know even a little knowledge on it, am not born to have that thing. Ate Jho author of Witchy Crazy Mom once told me that she doesn't an HTML mom either, but at least she knew how to follow instructions dealing with htmls but me!! I just can't do it --- poor me isn't it?

So don't you dare giving me an instruction or elese, it would have been working at all. Unless maybe if I could see you doing it with me on your side. I need your help, I am so desperate to do it (winks to all of you, hihi)

GT: Step up 2: The streets

This is a story way back 2008, between a street dancers and a so called professional dancers from a theater. Andie (Briana Evigan) is a member of the 410 crew, she goes around showcasing her talents illegally.Tyler Gage (Channing Tatum)one of her oldest friends from her younger years, understands her love for street dancing to save her from being sent away to texas he gets her an audition for MSA - Maryland School of Arts. she gets in but only by the kindness of one guy Chase (Robert Hoffman) also a student at MSA. However, not only is he the most popular guy in school but his brother is it's new director. And the story runs with Andie and Chase by leading the MSA into a different moves and to visualize different styles of moves that they have learnt in street dancing. 

I so love the story because it connotes about accepting people surrounds you not from where they from but  it's where they at. Its a story of a true friend who fight for their talents and believes that they can win the battle until the end. And of course a typical lovestory between Andie and Chase.

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Happier

I am making this post to personally praise the creator above by giving me and fiance' the best things life could offer. Matters goes on smoothly and things went favorable to both of us, seems like we are having the right course in life. Just this saturday, we spent the whole day walking hands and teasing each other as if there will be no other people surrounds us, oww!! how I love the feeling of being loved by him. His once a month sweetness makes me feel everyday love and care by his tender arms.

Time is really fast approaching, and September is soon to come. This is not the month of my birth but this would be the start of my new day to live, aw! hihi.This would be the month where Popoy ask my hands legally to my parents, I hope things will be better when that month comes, xoxo ^.^.  Dates are up and months are settled, I will just buzz you up when September starts, hihi. am so excited and much happier each day.